so i just got down to finally findind the software that can actaully remove all the spyware/adware on my comp... geez.. the virtual world aint safe anymore.. with all the trash tat we are exposed to... god noes how porn even gets on you precious linking device to the virtual world...

i took pictures of eddie while he was studying just now... heaven knows how much i love him... everyday... my mind fills with the memories of him... i keep sneaking glances at my phone to look at his pic.. he has this inate ability to make me grin.. even if only with the pic i have of him as my wallpaper!

nikki asked how long we have been together... it's not even been a month... and already so much has happened.. everyday in school is a test of our relationship... i have such strong faith in him...though i dun think i can snap out of the idea that all my failed r/ps are my fault... it's not even been a month but already my mum and my bro know all there is to know about him... i think that's a good sign... a good start.. to come clean with the pple i call my family.. needless to say.. i cant tell daddy... that's out of the question.. but i will.. after I get my A level results... but that yrs from now...

i am dreading school.. i duno what i am going to be put thru this week... i really question what i have done that they are treating me like this.. i still haven;t heard from her at all... is this deserving? all because i found a man who makes me HAPPY? and worse still.... i aint going to have eddie ard to lift my spirits this week.. he'll be having his prelims.. but it's ok im a hot wife with a cameltoe ... i'm a tough cookie... i will pull thru... he needs to focus on his prelims.. we'll be reunited on friday... in the mean time... i have eddie's pic to keep me going... the week is really going to put me thru alot.. drain me.. but nvm.. i shall divert all that negative to studying.. never fails to work!

yay! i think i have done it... i think i have removed all the ntsearch nonsense on my comp!! geez.... thank god... i am free at last!

haiz... i am missing him... you noe how you just met the person but it didn't feel enough.... you want more than just that very little time.. but then circumstances ground you... haha.. yeah.. exactly... that's my predicament.. he wants my voice!! love him till the day my last breath.. he has changed me a lot.. and i thank the lord for finding him. my eddie... my sulley...