Like my new layout? SPICOLI ROCKS MY FUCKING SOCKS, and he's a stoner :-P. These past few days sucked ass. As some of you know what happened on Friday night, well Saturday morning. I'm not going to refresh anyones memories because I don't know who reads this. All I want to say is that it's not fucking Alyssa's fault! People are sitting there saying "Oh she wasn't drunk and she wanted to do it" and "She knew he was going out with Julie, but she didn't care" well learn your shit before you go talking it. Alyssa had some drink in her too, and Cody wouldn't let her leave until she did something, oh and how the hell is the rest of it her fault? Come on now people have some fucking sence and don't go blowing something WAY out of proportion. Oh by the way, Emily and Tory went and told squirting Julie, now only Lord knows what will happen tomorrow. (Liss didn't come to school today) On a happier note, my hair looked good today, somewhat, besides the fact that the barett didn't match anything I wore. In SS I had a quiz, and it all wasn't that hard, we didn't have to know the dates and I knew them. In intervention I copied Shannon's study guides so that will get me an extra point. I cheated a little too, see the study guides were on top of my notebook (she was coming around checking for those and homework) and while she turned, I pressed the paper to see the words underneath. Helped me for the Lemon Test question. Tomorrow I have a quiz in math and a Unit Test in SS, funnnn, even though I'm getting the shiz in  math. I'm going to go and do some fanlistings.

so i just got down to finally findind the software that can actaully remove all the spyware/adware on my comp... geez.. the virtual world aint safe anymore.. with all the trash tat we are exposed to... god noes how porn even gets on you precious linking device to the virtual world...

i took pictures of eddie while he was studying just now... heaven knows how much i love him... everyday... my mind fills with the memories of him... i keep sneaking glances at my phone to look at his pic.. he has this inate ability to make me grin.. even if only with the pic i have of him as my wallpaper!

nikki asked how long we have been together... it's not even been a month... and already so much has happened.. everyday in school is a test of our relationship... i have such strong faith in him...though i dun think i can snap out of the idea that all my failed r/ps are my fault... it's not even been a month but already my mum and my bro know all there is to know about him... i think that's a good sign... a good start.. to come clean with the pple i call my family.. needless to say.. i cant tell daddy... that's out of the question.. but i will.. after I get my A level results... but that yrs from now...

i am dreading school.. i duno what i am going to be put thru this week... i really question what i have done that they are treating me like this.. i still haven;t heard from her at all... is this deserving? all because i found a man who makes me HAPPY? and worse still.... i aint going to have eddie ard to lift my spirits this week.. he'll be having his prelims.. but it's ok im a hot wife with a cameltoe ... i'm a tough cookie... i will pull thru... he needs to focus on his prelims.. we'll be reunited on friday... in the mean time... i have eddie's pic to keep me going... the week is really going to put me thru alot.. drain me.. but nvm.. i shall divert all that negative to studying.. never fails to work!

yay! i think i have done it... i think i have removed all the ntsearch nonsense on my comp!! geez.... thank god... i am free at last!

haiz... i am missing him... you noe how you just met the person but it didn't feel enough.... you want more than just that very little time.. but then circumstances ground you... haha.. yeah.. exactly... that's my predicament.. he wants my voice!! love him till the day my last breath.. he has changed me a lot.. and i thank the lord for finding him. my eddie... my sulley...

Today was the day of the 'surprise' lock down drill, and I just happen to be in gym class. See we started off gym by doing the Cha-cha Slide as a warm up. The only people who the the "hands on your knees, hands on your knees" part was the one and only Ashley Marie, but so did Kati Hopkins. No one really appreciated Ashley until then, but she blew em' off haha. We played volleyball for a bit then I seen a lot of people rush to the door and didn't know why then I heard "LOCK DOWN" shouted by someone and I started yelling for Ashley, her being short I didn't know where she went. No one would shut the fuck up! About 10-13 people were inbetween each section and there is about 3 sections. People were giggling and shhing and saying shut up, nothing worked. Mrs. Hutton (sub) wouldn't even do anything. We were all dead. Val went to go throw her shoe and it hit a locker, they took Amanda's hairtie and flung it over. I give props to Bethany coz she threw a water bottle over and it hit Jenn. Jenn got up and shouted "WHO THE FUCK DID THAT!? I'm sorry, but after this someone is getting beat down!". When it was all over Bethany got out before Jenn could find her hahaha. Doug and Ryan told me that the boys would of been dead too, they had a volleyball, a hockey puck, and a basketball to throw around. They also were throwing shirts, shorts, and underwear around shoving them in different lockers. That was really the highlight of my day. I wore my hair all curly behind my red hairband, people liked it. Haha, in english me and Shannon were giving quizes to John that were in her Teen People mag. One was are you obsessed with yourself and does he dig you, or something like that hahahahaha, it was great. There was a tampon ad they would let you dress up the tampn and Shannon ripped it out letting Ethan, John, Garth, and Jordin dress it up. Crazy. I might go to Michelle's later after Cyd gets there, Sam is there now. I'm gonna go,